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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

*The rest of my one week 'break'*

So this would be the busier part of my leave. Fri was an eventful day wif alot of travelling. First to NUH for my appointment. Took like damn long to see the doc and eventually left the place. There was this interesting old lay whom i saw at the clinic. She could barely walk. But whenever there were any rubbish in her path, she would pick them up, make the effort to go the distance to the bin to throw it. I could see the shameful looks on quite a number of pple who were there wif me. Guilty eh??

Then off to the long-planned YEP Yunnan one year anni chalet at Aloha Loyang. Garden terraces are nt bad actually. If u wanna do sumthing small scale, then its quite an ideal choice. No space constraint. But havin juz one toilet and one bathroom mite be an issue. A couple of hours after settling down, i had to go back to camp. Damn. Then went back the following noon. Finally got the hang of mahjong. Yeap, u saw it rite. Mahjong. Neva expected eh.. Haha. Its fun when u're nt playing wif any money. Coz obviously i didn't win much times. And then there were the bbq and bdae celebrations. It was quite an alrite chalet. Alot of planning prior to it didn't quite come out well though. Oh well, its juz the way it is. Could have been better. But its already done. Dun think i'll be planning anything anymore. Atleast not in sometime to come.

Then got back home on sun, entertained my mum for awhile b4 going out again. This time to meet my floorballers in town then to watch a flrball match at Jurong sports hall. Met shahmen at wdls b4 going down. Supposed to meet at 3pm. One fella got stuck in beach road w/o anyway to come to town coz no ez-link. By the time he took cab down, was 3.30pm. Then another fella came like 4.30pm or sumthing like tt. Another didn't even come at all. He went straight to Jurong. I was the one supposed to do the shopping, but shahmen bought more stuff than me. Wait, i didn't even get anything. Haizz.. Yea, fussy fussy me. Then off to Jurong to watch the match. Innebandy vs Merahans. Seemed like Singapore A vs Singapore B. Experience vs Rising stars. Although i wanted Merahans to win, i thought to myself that Innebandy wld most prob win. But it didn't quite turn out like tt. Was a very very close match. And like i wanted, Merahans won. But the match was ugly when there was a fight towards the end of the match. Resulting in 3 pple being sent off. This is the first time since July 8 07 i have been involved in anything tt has got to do wif flrball. And i cldn't have chosen a better time to come back and watch a match. 2 strong teams. Underdogs winning. Possibly match of the season. And even a fight. Haha. Sure did enjoy the whole series of events.

Then Shah, Shahmen, Daryll and me were on the way in the cab to Bukit Timah Al-Ameen for dinner when i received a call. My kitchen caught fire. Got so bloody worried. I couldn't even think straight after i heard the news. I dunno why, i got down frm the cab we were in and thought of taking bus. My kitchen caught fire for heaven's sake! And i was still thinkin of takin bus. Then i got on into another cab and flew home. Luckily my mum was unhurt. Alot of procedures to settle. Sori guys, i didn't expect this to happen at all. I still haven't had a chance to talk to u guys yet. Man, we will do it again. Soon. Hopefully. Got loads to catch up.

Yesterday we had sum company cohesion event at Sentosa. Quite fun. My section won the whole race thingy. But oso coz other grps weren't really bothered to participate properly. I didn't know my guys are such camwhores. Haha. I had to leave early wif nick coz we were meetin han and sharon for lunch. And when i was changing, i realized sumthing. I didn't bring my belt. If u know me, u wld know tt my jeans are like very baggy. So when i kept walking, it kept dropping down. I had to hold it up all the way to Vivo and bought a belt there. $18. Not part of my shopping plan at all. And although it looks nice to me, i haven't really quite figured the proper way to use it. Ya, u know, belts these days. So complicating. Lunch at LJS. The meal is called sum reunion thingy. How appropriate rite.. Haha. Then went shopping around. And again, i didn't get anything. Decided to watch a movie. KungFu Dunk. Haha. Quite lame lah the show. But we sure did have a few laughs. Han had to leave after the movie for dinner at home. Then when the remaining 3 of us were thinkin of where to have dinner, Sharon realised tt we hadn't taken a pic. So we told Han to wait at the bus stop while we went over. We actually caused a human traffic jam while the passer-by was takin the pic. Haha. So embarassingly funny. Dinner at Seah Im hawker then back to Vivo. Finally, i bought sumthing. Slippers. Not really quite part of my shoppin plan. But my sandals tore during the chalet. So mite as well get sumthing. Then off to home sweet home. Spent the whole night uploading pics and sending the links around for the events tt happened over the past few days.

There u have it. The end of my free days. Later wld be goin to Shal's place for dinner then book in to we-all-know-where. And i still need to go shopping.

the devil spoke at 2:07 PM.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

*Whine up*

Ok its juz a random title. The song is stuck in my head. By Kat DeLuna. I find her hot lah, in a different way. Dun ask me what wat all ok. But it's a niceee song. The type tt wld keep playing on repeat mode in ur head. And the type tt wld make u go crazy on the dance floor.

It's been awhile since a normal post. Eh, its kinda usual already. Wanted to blog alot coz quite a number of things happened, but it all seems to no longer matter anymore. What's the point of talking bout the past rite?? Kk, this is not gonna be another one of those emo posts. So dun wori. Oh ya, sumthing random. I finally went to zouk. Valentine's eve. Haha. Juz to try my luck. House music. That's what i call 'cock up'.

I wld seem quite free these days. Dun be shocked if u see me on msn often, coz i'm on off until next tues. Good? Jealous? Not quite a gd thing. It's difficult to do catching up on weekdays, and it can get boring too when u can't find anything to do. Guess i've gotten used to the lifestyle where everything is planned for me.

Met shahmen at his place yesterday. Fella went for knee op and is on MC at home. Cockster. Neva even tell me. Had to find out thru ur blog lah! And i tot bout it. I feel bad. I bought the choc milk for u, but i drank like half of it. Sori ah. =p The 5th meniscus case i know of. What's wif it man?? Then later at nite went wif krishnan and navin to watch 'Jumper'. I so wanna be a freaking jumper lah. So cool. And Rachel Bilson... *Yum Yum* Kk not gonna say anything bout her. Then finally got to meet Nickoboy after so long and have a chat at our usual hangout. Onli person missing was Hanza. Man, if onli we cld do this more often. Everytime we meet, we always talk bout the same old stuff. All the stupid things we did in sec sch. But we neva get tired of it. And we can even still laugh bout it. You guys take a whole load off my mind.

Went back to sch juz nw. Yes, sch as in NP. To finish up the YEP video stuff wif Marian before the chalet on fri. And guess wat... we still haven't finished it! Thanks to the super 'fast' speed at which the computers load the videos. Damn. Been working on them since like last Apr/May already. Oh well, we've been doing all tt we can already. Atleast we've got 2 tapes out. =) And ya, ran into my flrball junior Daryll. Man, like i've been telling u since dunno when, we gotta meet up. Wif tt other tamilean. Haha. Hopefully sunday works out.

Special thanks to Han and Sharon for the concern and checking up on my shoulder for me. Even to the extent of asking your prof. Thanks for everything. It's comforting and it does help. Gotta meet up soon too. I'll do my best for it to happen. It's been very long already. Man, i've got so many meet-ups. Ok, this reflects how badly i've been using my time. And how anti-social i've been.

Grammys happened sum time ago. I juz can't digest it. Amy whinehouse. Like i said, its the freaking grammys. The highest form of recognition for the music industry. And it went to pple who say yes to drugs and no to rehab. And the husband cld even get overdosed on drugs in jail. A typical cae of wtf.

Ok from here, it'll all seem random. Feel free to skip. I've always thought that the best form of defence is to attack. Well, i still stand by it. Juz that i've been thinking. And now i wonder, should i even be playing this match, when i know tt the full-time would never come. Confusing eh? Yea it's meant to be. I've been deluding myself for quite some time. I didn't want to open up to the facts. If i did, earlier, by now, i think i wld have gotten over. It's nt too late they say. And i shall start. Afterall it's a process. How long? No idea. But one thing is for sure, if there's a next step to be taken, it ain't holding on. It is this.

the devil spoke at 10:53 PM.

Monday, February 18, 2008

*Interesting*

Eh, sorry ah Marlon. I steal this from ur blog while u're in Taiwan. Dun mind eh. =p

This is very cute! And even written by a guy! You might agree with it, but when it actually happens, 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view

We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take advantage of the mood i'm in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD! We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or JesseMcCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'. I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it ether.

Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

*****Give the nice guys a chance*****

Holdin Hands

Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
Guys: Grab it if it happens more than once.

Cuddling

Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

Movies

Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

Loving each other

Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too...And mean it.

Guys repost this if you agree. Girls repost this if you think it's cute. Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

I find most of it quite true, although i do disagree at certain points. And don't feel obligated to repost aight. Juz sumthing interestin to share wif everyone. =)

the devil spoke at 10:37 PM.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

*Its the sick season*

Time for a quickie, b4 i gotta fly off to we-all-know-where. Life is becomin damn monotonous lah. Dang! I feel like a robot.

Time doesn't seem enuff for me, as usual of coz. So many appointments, so little time. At this rate, i'm so gonna lose a number of my frens. And that already-very-small social circle of mine is goin to shrink to a size of a, eh, dunno wat lah. Supposed to have met my ex-colleage Calista yesterday for dinner but i pang seh her and went for my fren yun hui's bdae instead. Oh ya, bout tt. People, u gotta be careful if u wanna celebrate ur bdae at Swensens. Coz they do things like the bdae person has to stand on the chair, and the whole Swensens will sing u a bdae song, and even give u a complimentary balloon. Haha. But if u wanna sabo someone, then it wld make an ideal place. The bdae gal in this case, had no idea of coz. Coz it was supposed to be a surprise bdae party. Hope u enjoyed it. =)

A couple of my flrballers called me for training this morning. But sori guys, i already made plans. And yes, we will all meet again soon. And it'll be juz like the old times. I hope. No matter how much u dun show it, i know u all miss me ok. Haha. KK. Abit no shame here.

I still haven't gotten my Muhammad Ali autobiography. No time to even search for it. Haizz. K i gotta stop contemplating. I can make the time if i want to. Its juz i'm not puttin in the effort.

A couple of days back, i was talking to one of my platoon mates bout life and love and stuff. Ya i know, weird rite.. Haha. And then suddenly so many pple got into the picture. I felt so stressed. Lol. But i realised sumthing. Sumtimes, u think tt u have gone thru alot in life alr. But actually when u listen in to others, u'll realize tt there are pple who have gone thru much more than u, although they dun really show it. And this pretty much shows their maturity. And then one of my sergeants came in and was talking to juz me and the other guy whom i was initially talking to. After listening in, i got really very shocked. How can sumone goin thru so much, juz put up wif everything and smile it off in front of us. I really can never be able to do tt. Especially when u have everything on the line, everything to lose. Its things like this tt tell u tt u r nt the worst off, stop complaining, and help the pple around u. And my fren was giving very gd advice to him as well. I didn't know he himself has gone thru so much b4. I felt like so helpless there. But its good to know tt there are a certain pple whom u can turn to when u need certain help, which i think is very important. Cannot be a one-man-show all the way. Look at me.

This time round, i'm nt exactly sure of my schedule. CNY comin up, so changes are being made here and there. State of confusion. Oh well, go wif the flow.

Alot of pple are like falling sick nowadays. One after another.
Public Service Announcement: People, pls take care of urselves.
And Sharon, take care and recover soon aight. =)

the devil spoke at 9:42 AM.

My Life

You promised me heaven but you put me through hell.

:+: Keep it flamin' pple :+:

[[*Music Playing*]]
Artist: Tokio Hotel
Song: Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
Another the moment seems to've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!

I'm fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you