NaNdEvIL

Sunday, February 25, 2007

*Yet another update*

So yea, school might be over, but i'm still ever busy. Seriously, i dun know what i have gotten myself into and dunno when the hell i would be able to take a rest which i truly deserve after slogging out for over a year. So yea, enuff of ranting.

Nothing much to talk. Oh ya, the BME BBQ yesterday. It juz happened yesterday, i am sending out the pics, and i totally forgot tt i can blog bout it. See people, this is what tt has happened to me.

So ya, the bbq went well. After weeks of preparation, managed to get quite a number of peepz down for it and it all went well. Had lots of fun. 300++ pics between 3 cameras. If tts nt cam whoring, then i dunno wat is.

It was hell of a day. Especially becoz the day before, Friday, i only reached home at 3am and slept at 4am. Wait, technically, that is already Saturday. So ya, reason being a few of us went to Mustafa centre to get a few things for Yunnan and had supper. So sleep at 4am and woke up at 7am to meet marcus at 8am at wdls mrt to set off for ECP. Oh ya, had to go to ECP in the morning first for a pre-trip event before going for Yunnan. The lack of sleep plus the bus rides totally killed my mood. Didn't even have the mood for a proper lunch.

So ya, went to Pasir Ris park for the BBQ and slowly i regained my usual self. Long time since i rode a bicycle. Chilled wif the peepz. Spent some time wif them. Who knows when the next time we'll meet be. Erm those reading this, when i come back from yunnan, i want an invitation for a chalet aight. Hehe. Supposed to take the train back but things changed and zh and i took shin's car instead. Supposed to drop at Sembawang but somehw headed to Al-ameen at wdls for supper. Supper 2 nites in a row. Stopped exercising for awhile nw. Things are lookin bad and really lookin out of shape. I still cldn't try the maggie goreng which i have always wanted to try. Damn. Prata. 12am. Not good.

So ya, woke up this morning, k wait, afternoon i mean, wif a damn bloody migraine. kept feeling like puking but nothing came out. It was so bad that i had to miss karthik's sis's bdae. Was looking forward to it as i wanted to meet karthik and shahmen after a long time. The last time i saw them was on the final of IVP (end jan). These 2 fellas are among the few of those whom i have like met everyday other day back in school. But nw, i hardly even contact them. Took panadols and went back to take a nap for awhile. Only then did i feel much better. Watched Dhool (Indian dance competition) juz nw on tv. Was quite surprised with the creativity of some grps, especially the new and young grps. Quite sad that some grps didn't get what they deserved. And the overall voting results weren't shown either. Quite pissed wif the final decision. As far as i am concerned, NUS won coz they are NUS.

Nothing's over yet although school is over. Its still the bz bz me. Someone once told me b4. I have got no right to blame anyone, for i am the one who land myself in shit. Well, who cares. I know that i would be able to get out of the shit. Juz gimme time to get my head straight.

the devil spoke at 9:00 PM.

Monday, February 19, 2007

*...*

Ok, so lets see how the past few days have been.

14 Feb 07
Went back to school for YEP meeting. And went to ViVo wif some BMEians for a movie and supper. Movie was 'Just Follow Law'. It's a damn good movie people. Go and watch it. Especially Fann Wong's acting. Never seen her like that before. Haha. Laughed like crazy at the kind of lingo they used in the movie and her acting. There was one very emotional part though. NO I NEVER CRY. Was just touched only. Then supper at food republic and home sweet home. Yeap, Valentine's day spent well wif my BME peepz.

15 Feb 07
Went to town for shopping with the guys and wanted to collect my phone at Sony Ericsson care centre. They told me the day before to come in the afternoon.When i went there in the afternoon, they told me to come at 6pm. Then when i went there at 6.30pm, they told me to come tomorrow as one of the required parts to fix my phone haven't come yet. Shouldn't they like fix the damned phone first before calling me to come down. Whats wif all these customer care centres. So yea,went back home disappointed and still handicapped.

16 Feb 07
Resumed work today. All the West peepz were happy to see me come back. And there were lots of work to do. Could see that everyone had been kept bz ever since Siyan and I left. Went through the routine work i had to do. And established a new record of collecting samples for 7 raw materials. Shit. I still havent get out from writing weekly reports. Enuff bout work. Went down town to collect my fone after work. And damn sad. My internal memory all erased. I dun give a shit bout my fonebook. But all my messages. Haizz. Then rushed home to bath and change as had to meet my classmates for dinner at ViVo. Yeap,i have been vivo-ing quite alot. And got caught in the rain. Reached there late, but there were pple later than me, so all's cool. Quite sad not to see the whole gang there. But oh wells, atleast most of them were there. Dinner at Thai Express. Nice place. Food not bad. Although nt exactly filling, can get to try out a wide variety of food. Then took pics and all at the top of ViVo. Well, i have a cam now u see. So might as well make full use of it. And i simply lurve the top floor of ViVo. Then off to the movies. Protege. Quite an ok kinda movie. Quite horrifying too. Dun ask me y. Yes its a drug dealing movie. But the violence involved is, erm, watch it urself ok. Then took a cab back wif shin as it was already like close to 2am.

The weekends have been damn boring though. Unbelievable. I DID NOT LEAVE MY HOUSE AT ALL!!! Ok, partly becoz i woke up like 3++pm on both days. And TV shows on weekends keep you glued to the tv. And people might still be thinking that i am still having attachment and school and busy and stuff. Public Service Announcement. People, I AM FREE! Please do feel free to call me out aight. I would be going to China for YEP on the 6th of March, and who knows, a new Nanda might return. k bull, juz gimme a call if anything aight.

And yes,my lappy is still screwed. With the letter 'k' still getting on my nerves. Yes i stil have to copy and paste it. So ya, pardon me if u find some words funny. Anything, juz add a 'k' to the words and all shld seem fine. Fats are starting to file up around my stomach. Damn. Where's my discipline?

Peepz, a kind request. If you happen to pass by here, PLZ TAG!!! I am more free than before you see, so i can reply you guys more quickly, unlike before. Hehe.

the devil spoke at 1:20 AM.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

*Back after a long time*

First and foremost, my most sincere apologies to my faithful readers out there for my lack of updates over these couple of months. Ok sori, yea i know, a bit no shame. But yea, have been damn busy all these while. Attachment, IVP, blah, blah and ya, blah. Over these couple of months, lots of shit happened. Good shit, and bad shit. I have got so many things to say. But yea, being the usual Nanda Da Great, i can't recall much other than what has happened the past week. Oh ya, firstly(i know its a bit too late but i'm gonna do it anyways), wishing everyone a Happy New Year! Ok, lets get down to business.

Unofficially, life in Ngee Ann polytechnic has come to an end today. Ok wait, that was supposed to end wif a ! One more time. Life in Ngee Ann polytechnic has come to an end today! Mixed feelings though. Not too sure if it is a good or bad thing. But one thing is for sure, its shows that i am getting older now. Not sure how my presentation this morning went, but yea, it's all said and done.

Life pretty much has been on the fast pace for me. I hardly had any time for myself for the past couple of months. Largely due to my attachment and IVP. And ya, speaking of IVP. Honestly, it wasn't the kind of ending that i was looking forward to. If there is one word to describe my last ever IVP, it would be disappointment. But yea, i only got myself to blame for my inachievements. I could feel that my body was not strong enuff to take all the stress that i was goin thru. Too bad for me. I thought i was Superman. Like seriously. Well.. A lesson well learnt, but a price too high that was paid. kinda sad that i won't be able to represent NP anymore. Oh wells, life has got to go on they say.

I still got lots to pen down here, but it juz doesn't come to my mind now. Oh ya peepz, I FINALLY BOUGHT MY CAM!!! Haha. And guess what? I didn't buy any of those which i stated in my previous posts. After much contemplating, i finally bought Sony DSC T10. Not bad lah. Can take photos. Look nice. Gd enuff for me.

And ya, lots of things have been spoiling for me. My beloved handphone has been sent for repair and won't be back anytime soon. And i am so pissed that my internal memory would be erased. Meaning all my messages and phonebook would be gone for good. Haizz. Feel so handicapped without my phone. If u are wondering, I'm using the legendary 3310 now. kk, stop laughing. Ya i know its quite big and all but yea, in times of desperation, anything will make do. On top of this, one of the keys on my lappy is spoilt; the letter 'k'. If u are wondering how i am typing the letter 'k' then, this is how. I have to find for the letter 'k' somewhere in my documents, copy it and whenever i wanna use it, i have to paste it wherever appropriate. Haizz. So sway rite. Juz got a job. And so many things spoil.

Oh wells, guess tts it then. Still got loads to update but i am bout to get comfy in my bed now. So yea, till then peepz.

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

the devil spoke at 10:42 PM.

Monday, February 12, 2007

*no matter*

No matter how long it has been or how much I have changed, my past won't be forgotten nor forgiven.

the devil spoke at 10:38 PM.

My Life

You promised me heaven but you put me through hell.

:+: Keep it flamin' pple :+:

[[*Music Playing*]]
Artist: Tokio Hotel
Song: Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
Another the moment seems to've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!

I'm fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you